Run Moby Run!!!! Its only been four months its easy to let go now. I held on for 6 years, waiting for something to happen . Stupid, stupid me, what a waste of six years, got nothing out of that relationship except for anger, emotional and mental abuse.They aren't reliable as partners. Look at you ,you are hurting and who is causing it ??? HIM. Is he there for you, NO. They simply don't care, they can't all they think of is there Number 1 LOVE........... BOOZE. It doesn't matter how beautiful you are or how kind and caring you are or how much you do for them, how much you love them, all that goes unnoticed. So run Moby run!!!! It only gets worse.