Originally Posted by
lessgravity 
Thank you everyone, this site is really an amazing place.
I wish I could say that there is something to learn from this return to the poison. The truth is that nothing at all in particular triggered it. I was home, I ordered wine and I drank it. I didn't even like the taste. Then I did again over the weekend, with my wife, who has been sober with me. I did again last night, and she had a glass herself.
The meditation that I'd been practicing twice daily, really comitted to it, has gone out the window. My anxiety and procrastination at work came right back with the hangovers.
I'm not sure what to do. Tired and lost.
It took me months to figure out why I slipped. I think there is always a reason. It will come to you later. Like others have said this doesn't undo all the work you have done. Keep going there Less.