Yep. I've been going to Al Anon. At least 2 meetings a week. Trying to do 3. Last week I went to a Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous meeting too. Not sure if I belong there or if I'm just going through normal grief.I've been seeing my sponsor once a week for the last couple of months too. Seeing my ex tends to make me crazy, even when he acts completely "normal."
Like I said, I can't hear it enough that this isn't about me, but his disease. I was going crazy when I wrote my post this morning. You guys helped bring me back. Thank you, Life Recovery for the book suggestion. I can't read enough self help right now. I like that butterfly quote, Johnny.