In a marriage, in any relationship, there has to be trust. The trust is gone. I dont understand the details of this world. Thats why i am here. To heal and to try and understand. I have three children to protect. I do need to know. Not to stay in this relationship, but to not come off like a rabid animal spitting out things i know nothing about. If it makes no sense to start taking suboxone 1 year after detox/therapy them i would like to know that. Maybe i am still searching for something that i can say "gotcha" i dont know.