Zed, Bunion, Hippy, do this: Point, click, type how you are doing, then sit back and wait for an amazing amount of insight and support. The people here truly do care. And they understand what you are going through. My time here at SR has helped me stay sober for the last 19 days - longer than I have ever been sober in my adult life. Welcome, to SR. I am glad you all are here.