well done on 54 days.
perhaps this is exactly what you've needed. you just might get that job and it may turn out to be the best thing for you. as long as you stay sober and clear-headed you still have plenty of opportunities to better your life and financial situation.
i've been there... and after losing a job to booze, i've realized that it was the best thing that happened to me. give it time.
good luck!