Thank you for sharing guys. I am in the same situation and I am so glad to know I am not a freak for feeling that way, he really knows how to lay on the guilt.
I have done the same thing it doesn't change anything, he's still an A** and still wants more! What really gets me is that he would be happy with me being a slutty drinking pal, but he knows I never will, but he still thinks we can be happy together!!!
AH remember the days you actually wanted sex with them? well not really it's been so long
Mindi