Welcome!! I was a binge drinker too. Didn't even think about drinking during the week. Only Friday & Saturday, Sunday's were my 'no drink' days. I would wake up every weekend hung over and promise I would not drink, and pray about it. But nonetheless, I would convince myself to only have a couple, next thing I knew I was drunk. Then Sundays eventually became my big drinking days. The closer Monday came, the more I drank to shut that voice up in my head that tells me I should stop.
SR really helped me. I also started going to AA meetings. It felt good to not feel so alone. My family has been really supportive as well. Open up if you can to close friends and family and ask for their support.