Originally Posted by
LadyBlue0527 
trikyriky, what made you give in? Do you have a plan in place?
I'm glad that you're here.
Keep coming back trikyriky, that's what it's all about. I too have had day 1 more times than I can count, but I'm not giving up.
I never know what made me give in??? I think I have impulse issues. It happens so fast. I think, a drink sounds good, boom....I'm at the liquor store...bottle in hand. I tell myself just for today, but then it's off to the races...drink a few days..stop...have withdraws, get deathly ill...shame, guilt, lies, disgust...REPEAT! I'm on day 22 and have been totally surrendering and praying daily to relinquish control. ONE DAY AT A TIME....I know that's all I can do!
Glad you are back, best of luck to ya!!!!
