I like you Pravchaw have anxiety and worry about my AS, thank god it is not as bad as it used to be , I used to have to look in the street for this child of mine at all hours of the night, let me rephrase I didnt have to , I needed to for my own self assurance, maybe if had let him sleep a few days out there he would be in a better place , but then again he has sleept out there , god knows where and nothing changed. My sons bottom seems to be getting lower and lower , ive decided I wont go with him, I gave him life but I cant make him live, or live it the way i think he should. I have not come to the decision of kicking him out yet, but i do have boundaries in place for my own sanity, Im sure i will reach my bottom soon enough , hang in there your not alone