Oh my.....just too much time on your hands......that always gets my mind wandering in directions that it really shouldn't.
Staying busy is my best antidote to worry (besides praying......the ol' if you worry why pray if you pray why worry thing). Allowing time to pass without hearing from them is very difficult. The thing that always gets me is I doubt they think of us much while they're out doing whatever they're doing.......
It's hard to let go of the dreams and expectations......they will find their own path and it is difficult to realize that we have no control.
Now then.......what kind of fun thing are you going to do to keep yourself focused in a healthy way on you?
gentle hugs
ke