Welcome to SR! Alcohol is a depressant so can make you feel depressed (or
more depressed) so stopping drinking can only help your mood. Do you have any real life support? Friends or family you can trust? Or what about AA or one of the other recovery programs? There are lots of ways to get sober, but what it boils down to is how badly do you want to be sober! When you want to be sober
more than you want to drink then you'll be able to stay sober.
I'm glad you found us and joined the family!