I know I am never going to get the answers I want to hear. I wish it was that easy. But its not.
I do not feel that this person he has become is the real person that he is. I still see the man I fell madly in love with and continue to fall in love with him every time he comes home to me.
This angry, detrimental stranger has moved in to our relationship in many forms and I just want them to leave.
We both want to give them their marching orders... That is until he has a drink.