You can do this! Think about your family and how important this is for them. They don't want you to die from taking too much opiates. You also have to want to do this for yourself too. You seem to have a good life and I promise your good life will come back to you after you quit. To give you some positive feedback. I was on and off opiates for about two years. Started with hydros and then escalated to oxycodone. Three weeks ago I went on an oxy binge taking doses off 120mg a day - not as high as you but still high. Let me tell you that in a week I already feel way way better! I realized how life is actually good without the pills. Life is about family and relationships, doing positive things will make you happy. Thinking positive is so important the first week. If you don't think positively you will relapse. You might also keep seeking reinforcement from your love ones , that's perfectly normal. Good luck and keep at it.