Are you sure you want to go back to this ?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-promised.html
I really don't think drinking is going to solve anything , just put you back down at the beginging on the game of snakes and ladders .. What more support can you get ?
Would urge surfing help ?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...e-surfing.html
I used to have a long shower , eat some chocolate chip ice cream and watch billy connolly and laurel and hardy on u-tube .
Bestwishes , m