I have the next 3 days off and don't have a plan . I won't use because I have no money either. I bought tires for my car and paid bills , wtf. That's not me. Every Holiday past I would have set money aside for drugs. I'm pissed that my daughters boyfriend decided to take her and the kids on holiday to the lake . He decided yesterday. No planning . I can't go i didn't put the money aside. So here i am alone with my negative thinking. Can't seem to concentrate , read , plan nothing. Rambling. I wanted to text text my daughter and tell her how i feel but no good would come from that. She does whatever her boyfriend decides. She said last night that she'd rather have gone camping , locally, then i could have gone , wtf . Need to think more positive thoughts. Feels good to vent. Share it , it helps
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