Gracielane8, None of us can go back and change what we have done in the past. For all of us at SR, we have left varying trails of damage. But the beauty that I am finding in sobriety (even at a mere 4 days of sobriety), is that my NOW is so much better, and my FUTURE seems so much brighter. And for those that know and love me (the few that are left), I think that is what is most important to them. I like the sober me better. They like the sober me better. Those that are most important to you will come around, as long as you keep proving yourself to them. Congratulations on your two weeks of sobriety. You should be very proud of yourself. Good luck.