Another funny beach siting that always cracks me up is the fly-away umbrella!! The one that smacks the unexpecting.... Because someone was too lazy to dig a deep enough hole to properly anchor it
Noexuse I'm glad you were able to start processing some emotions. Learning to feel deal and move on is hard work. You got this and you are in touch with your emotions. I think some sunnier days are in your horizon. Sending happy thoughts if you can't get out if your crappy mood YouTube some videos of people falling
that's a proven chuckle evoker