Originally Posted by
ShootingStar1 
Even when he was happy, even when his wickedly funny sense of humor was on top, or his intellectual prowess on display, fascinating me about some topic or another, deeper lurked the spectre of his displeasure. I was never relaxed. It was just a matter of when.
ShootingStar1
^^^^^^^^ Egads^^^^^^ Wonder if they're long-lost brothers??
I am still in contact with my A, but that sad and awful phantom who plays peekaboo sometimes just doesn't get to me anymore.