Welcome to the family Sherman! I felt so much better when I could talk openly here - I think it will really help you. I'm glad you reached out.
My dog (a puppy at the time) was one of my reasons for quitting too. She deserved better than me. I'm sorry for all you've been through. I hope this can be the beginning of a brand new day for you - and I know you can reconnect with that person inside.
