Welcome to SR hopefloats. You will find lots of support and advice here.You are definitely not alone with how you are feeling. I lost lots of things in my life because of alcohol. Many of us have used alcohol as a crutch and a way to cope with life. You can learn new coping strategies which will enable you to live a happy sober life without it.
Getting sober was the best decision i ever made. Reaching out here is a great first step. Today can be the start of your recovery and getting well. Wishing you well.
