Thanks for your kind words. Went to a good meeting tonight. It's interesting how your perception of a meeting is in direct correlation to your attitude towards getting sober! Anyway, I've got meetings lined up for most of the day tomorrow to make sure I have something to do.
It's been a really tough year. The harder I fought for control, the more I lost it. Most importantly now though, I'm committed to staying sober in my head, and my heart. Of course it still scares me, but making it through detox helped me get it through my thick head that I can live without drinking, and I'm finally feeling some peace with that.
Thanks again for your thoughts, and I look forward to seeing everyone around the boards.