I did it! I went to a meeting and it was wonderful!! Everyone there was great and I felt immediately at home. I got my Big Book and white chip too...it's hard not to wish it was red or green, but one day at a time, right?
You guys have all been wonderful...thanks for the support. I've got a 9:30 meeting tomorrow and I'm going to find one for Monday too. It's nice to know there is help out there and in here!