Originally Posted by
Eleni58 
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I know you say these things because you are concerned and care, but please trust me when I say that I will definitely seek help if I get any urges that are more than a fleeting thought as well as feeling as if I have no control to not act on the urges.
This is a really bad plan- I had the same plan word for word almost and of course I drank. My thing was "I'll talk to someone if I feel like drinking" the problem with that is that I felt like drinking not talking to someone lol.
BTW if you have no control to not act how are you going to not act?