I guess what I'm trying to figure out is, are the drugs really the problem or is there something that I'm seriously afraid of that drugs are just covering-up. My psychiatrist prescribes me klonopin, but I do not really take it because it does not seem to help a lot. The anxiety seems to fester in my stomach and sometimes it is very terrifying. As I look back, when things did not go as expected in my mind, I could never feel like I could handle it properly like the pain would continue to be there forever. I know what it is now and now I need to get a hold of it. I am NOT even craving drugs Just consumed to why I continue to use.