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Old 08-19-2013, 07:13 PM
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dotboston
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I had this as well. I have to say, it gets worse. Much, much worse.

I got to the point I was on anxiety meds, which was pretty stupid given you aren't supposed to drink with them. I was having full on anxiety and panic attacks. It goes much further than feeling anxious with time. The meds stopped helping, the frequency and intensity will increase.

I will say it was the worst feeling I have ever experienced at the end. I could no longer live like that. It was shear desperation. I had to quit, or die. Those were the only two options.

I've been sober now 21 months. The anxiety is gone.

It was such a horrible thing that just thinking about it makes my skin crawl. That's a long way down from the martini bar at the Ritz... But sobriety is so much better!
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