I just wanted to post something. Today will be my first day of sobriety also. I went 7 months without a drink and then the past few weeks have been binging really hard. Yesterday i didn't have anything to eat and had some beer after work. Today i feel really horrible and am freaking out about having to go to work for 10 hours. It's a new job too so i don't feel comfortable calling off. I'm scared right now. It feels like maybe i can't do it.
I hope your journey is better than what I'm going through. Being sober is so infinitely better than this feeling. Just remember that.