Yeah, it is a long time. I have tears in my eyes reading your post. I am going to do exactly what you suggested. I used to be a fun loving easygoing person and was very confident.
I do owe it to myself to be happy. It is all so sad because there is a good person inside of the AH. I hate seeing what he is doing to himself and what he has done to us.
Dandylion, you are helping me, thank-you.