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I was a heavy binge drinker for years, hangovers really weren't that terrible physically grin and bare it kinda thing, always better by 2 pm, right? The first beer wouold be waiting after work.
It wasn't until in the last year that I started to have terrible anxiety and such in the mornings seemingly out of no where. Heck I thought I was immune or indestructible. Scared the crap out of me, after looking around the net , it seemed that those experiences may be the signs of alcohol dependence or at the least the onset of physical dependency. As the damage of alcohol abuse is progressive, I think you know you should have some heavy thinking to do about alcohol use, I know I did.