hi peeps,,,im going thru a tough time this week,,im not sure if its paranoia or is it really me??
am i just an attention seeking mofo??
im normally upbeat ,,but wow,,this has really got to me today.
i feel that ,,ive had SOOOOOOOO much attention,,during my drinking days esp,,wow,,look at me everyone,,yeh ,,that kinda thang,,,and now im sober,,,i kinda am boring?? and dont want it at all,,but secretly i do?? omg??
ive always had to fight for some when young,,yep the youngest of 6 brothers!! but i think its in me ,,ya know??
ive not been ere for a while,,,then this past two wks,,ive hooked back up again,,being here nrly all day xx ive written lots of posts,and some pms too,,but im scared im doing it for attention??
tbh,,i get arssy when i dont get a reply!!!! whf???
i think maybe im looking into this way too much,,and i do know that peeps have their own stuff to deal wiv,,im just acting like a spoilt brat xx
so ,,if ive offended anyone,,im sorry ,,if i havent,,then great !!
PLS REPLY,,,IF U DONT I WILL CRY,,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxlol
not sure if this is wot i want to get across,,,im a nice gal,,just need some truths maybe??? or am i just confused?
still in early recovery,,still learning to love myself again i spose??
help!!
hugs xx cleo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx
