Grateful that when I woke up in a panic, thinking of the complete opposite solution that I went to bed with, I could stop myself and say "Eq: you're under extreme stress. Your moods and thoughts are swinging back and forth. No solution is "the right one". The choice you make will be the right decision because it is YOUR decision for your life."
Grateful I have a pro /con list to help me stay rational.
Grateful I'm not actually talking to myself out loud but give me a few more days of this, folks, and I could get there.
