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Old 08-12-2013, 07:03 AM
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Pamel
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Summertime,

I didn't make it through the weekend so I am getting up for...hmm...the 60th? time? Fell down on 59...

BTW, I also have to find a new AA sponsor. She called me to tell me that she drank after 15!!! years sober. This is so much a DAILY reprieve. I start to feel good and then the old demon alcohol slaps me down. I just ordered new reading material (I have been through the AA books so many times) on Rational Recovery, and a Buddhist view of the 12 steps... I DO WANT TO STAY SOBER!!

Back to my 7:30 AA meetings tomorrow. They help set the tone for the day.
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