Hi Steppeson, and welcome to SoberRecovery!
You are most definitely not alone. And you'll find that out in a large way once you pull up a chair at that meeting.
I was nervous too the first time. But here's the deal.
If you don't feel like speaking, don't. No one will force you.
But please listen. Someone will say something you need to hear.
And if this particular group isn't the one you're looking for, look for another one.
I promise that you'll find what you need.
Glad you're here!