my body says rest but i feel guilty for taking me time
I stopped drinking Friday. Spent time with my kids yesterday. Today I'm being lazy. Even though my body is saying REST woman....I keep feeling like I should get up and do something with them. Is it ok to take this time to read and work on me? Should I feel bad? Thinking I will take them to a movie later. I have terrible mom guilt. I hold myself to unrealistic standards thinking I have to be the perfect parent all the time. Probably another reason I drank! Who can be perfect all the time! Dont want to drink just don't want to feel guilty.