I've done all kinds of crazy things under the influence, straight, gay or inbetween , sometimes i was looking for affection and ended up with sex .
Alcohol just makes my life uncontrolable and a mess , a confused tangle of emotion .
With sobriety i can start to untangle those things and really find out the "me" behind it all .
I think it's important to do first things first .. For me that was sobriety .
Bestwishes, m