Originally Posted by
Lionhearted1 
?..I will go back to aa my therapist anything and everything to save my life.
That's the spirit Lionhearted! You do whatever you need to do and endure whatever you need to endure because you are worth it!!
That's what got me through the first couple of months. I told myself I would duc tape my hands together and super glue my lips to the wall if I had to but I would NOT drink.
And then it got better and continues to do so. It was all worth it.
You can do it!