I understand what you say but I was very careful to avoid it in the early months and thankfully the urge to drink subsided before this incident.
Funnily enough I actually do see it like that too, I never knew my limits and would make a show of myself, or upset someone intentionally or unintentionally.
I was terrified someone would not take me seriously and put a shot in my coke or something, as some struggled to believe I was capable of having a good time without it
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Well done on stopping, it really is the most amazing thing and this situation is just a blip
It seems the culture here in the UK to drink at every social event, I resented being made to look a social leper.