Need to make it through this
family holiday , never before have we all got our kids together aswell as our mother and had a vaction ,
only 2 days there, drank so much vodka I threw up everwhere in my sleep , and spent the next day hugging the toilet bowl , whilst my family enjoyed the sun . The anxiety of worrying had I nearly killed myself , has forced me to find you here and look for the help I need to stop this behaviour , which as escalated over the last 18months , I'm three yrs away from my half century and , have a family history of alcoholism