I wish you the best.
You do know it's Tuesday?
So Saturday is becoming less and less relevant.
If you keep drinking, Saturday really won't matter anymore.
Just chalk it up in the "drunken adventures" column.
You have today. You posted and that's a start. You deserve to recover.
If you have alcoholism, you are lucky and have one of the most treatable illnesses.
I'd love to hear that you put the bottle down,
chose some type of recovery program,
get sober, be of service to others.
You can do it if you want it. Just not alone.