Eve13 that is a great idea. I think the issue is having things I've wanted to say that I never got to. Like the final conversation I was never allowed to have. Would probably be a great way to vent and get it off my chest without having to contact him. Whatever his reason for this it shouldn't be my concern anymore. Maybe he was being an unattached individual. At the end of the day I shouldn't be letting it consume anymore of my time. I'm sure I'm not consuming any of his!!