KButler246, I was thinking along the lines of cleaninLI. If you take addict out of the equation, you have an unresolved emotional situation. One idea is to write him a letter, for your eyes only, what the last 2 months have meant to you (could love again, fun times, church, family) and what his walking away from you - without a word - how that made you feel. Really. REALLY think about this letter. Write it, put it away for a day or 2. Re-read it. And when you're ready - burn it.