Originally Posted by
hypochondriac 
I read somewhere that sobriety was something you had to have in order to want it. Keep at it and I am sure it will all become clear in time x
Haha thanks hypochondriac I can relate to this. High, next-day-burned, I can't really tell whether or not I want to be clean. Trying to remind myself what sobriety is like would be like trying to close my eyes and visualize the sky.