Hey I'm grateful to have 5 days clean again. I had 64 then went out. Now I know I could just use today, I even think I could pick myself up again tomorrow, but no reason to. Every time I have sobered up its been different. Because life keeps changing, even though my DOC feels the same.
If this were virtual reality, like a video game, we could just get a week clean, then if we messed up, we'd just have to live the exact same life, the exact same actions and the exact same thoughts for a week again and then keep going, like one of those Mario games where you accidentally fall off the board and start over. But real life doesn't keep resetting, which sucks.
Chip