Mizz,
All we can do is keep moving forwards and see where we get to .
You've done so well in the past 5 months, Just keep on and i'm sure you'll find things falling into place .
You are different to the you 5 months ago , you wont make those mistakes again , there might be new ones but with sobriety and a clear head you are giving yourself the best chance at achieving things and dealing with any snags that come your way .
You are in a better place now to deal with stuff than you ever have been , just keep on living life fully , the up's the down's .
Bestwishes, m