Aw, Ricky, I feel for you. If you're feeling really bad, please go to the doctor. And the good news is that you never have to feel like this again. I think my last relapse (after six weeks sober) was such a emotional and physical crash for me that it finally kicked my butt into getting sober this time.
It can and will be the same for you.
Please take good care of yourself today.
Thinking of you
