WWG, I'm walking this road right beside you. Since (and partially because of) my last drink, I've been to jail, have two upcoming court dates, got wrote up at work, started treatment again, started counseling, got threatened to be fined until I move out, and, worst of all, had my kids removed from my custody.
My life is in shambles; it's because of my drinking. I'd love to escape this misery, but now that it has all caught up with me, looks like I have to face it instead of escape from it. Hope you can do the same. Good luck.