I'm afraid I can't stop drinking
I go to meetings, I take campral, I hang out with sober people..... I went one week of no drinking. Last night, I relapsed. I drank. I;'m so terrified that this addiction is something I can't overcome. I want sobriety... That week was awesome.... but I can't stop. I'm young (ish) and I want to have freedom from alcohol, but I failed. I relapsed. And elapsed bad. I don't even know how I got home.....
I hate this.