brightstar,
I am sorry about the side effects, I do hope you can find some relief from your
depression though. I had some minor side effects from my antidepressants, but,
the relief from my depression was so great, they disappeared into the background.
It will ease your transition out of the sick thinking (the anti-depressants). Being out of the mindset that
nothing will ever get better, and
I do not deserve it, made room for great strides
for me to recover.
When I am in the hole, I cannot think straight, and I think I
used that man
as an excuse to NOT work on myself. (hmm, this is a new idea that just popped up,
I think I just had an AHA!)
God what a state to get yourself in over a man!
I know it! I am a smart woman, thought I was doing pretty well, and BANG!
threw myself into an affair that could
never work out, all the time having these
Cinderella fantasies! When I think about my mindset then, I see how ill I was.
Completely side tracked myself in order to get some male attention.
wow.
But, I am so glad I am talking to you about it!
If your head hurts, do not try to read anymore.
Maybe just write about what you have read so far.
It was tough for me to get through the book.
It was very revealing and thought provoking.
We can get through this brightstar.
I am going to get that book out again.
It must be getting near to one am there?
Are you not sleeping well?
Beth