Really struggling want contact
Tonight is so difficult for me and I fear I'm letting myself down. There have been a few texts back and forth and my XABF called me on Wed but I didn't answer. But tonight I called him thank god he didn't answer. I know this is so wrong and I need to stay away from him. I wish I was stronger. He's like a drug to me and this is me withdrawing. I know I need to face these feelings it's the only way through. I'm going to start reading The Journey from Abandonment to Healing tonight hope it helps comfort me. I don't know what I'd be like without this forum. I'm praying for strength because I'm hanging on by the skin of my teeth tonight.