Originally Posted by
ReadyAtLast 
Looking at this another way, are you struggling with your sobriety in other ways? Perhaps this situation is more about you rather than him. Do you think you need to do more for your sobriety. If you are thinking about drinking just because he is out drinking,or fear you will in the future,maybe you need to look at dealing with your sobriety-more sober tools in your sobriety toolbox (as Dee would say
- sorry Dee, plagiarising you
)
Thank you - you are probably right. I really have not been involved in any type of support or program for staying sober. I'm looking at AA meeting schedules and might go to one tomorrow. This is just digging up my struggle and I've avoided thinking about what I need to do for my own sobriety for a long time now. I feel that reaching out here and talking to people who understand me is a helpful place to start.
